When you give your best be it helping others, giving best effort someone happy, or follow your own ambitions, for some reason nothing is enough. When you try to shine bright, yet ending up live in the shadows when feeling not being enough it feels like own purpose is nothing but the vessel of the shadows... Are all my efforts for make things better for everyone I care a lost cause? Are all my chase of my own ambitions just waste...? Is my purpose to be just a shadow that lurks below just to be a lost caused servant? - My doubts, my insecurities and my fears I felt and have hidden inside me last few weeks manifested to make me draw this my dark side overtaking my body slowly devouring me into deepest abyss of the dark that not even single spark of light can reach. Promising me a perfect place to feel fulfilling the void, giving me the purpose that is enough for something.
Normally I don't draw such things express things like these (as I usually just hide them) but for some reason I like how this pic turned up.

Varh and art© me